Hokay, so yesterday I found out that the drummer of one of my favourite bands passed away on the 28th.

Jimmy Sullivan, more commonly known by his stage name The Rev was one of the best drummers of our time, sometimes it seemed like he was not paid enough attention to by some fans who prefered to ogle the lead singer (M.Shadows)but I can honestly say that I wouldn't be anymore upset if it was him instead of The Rev. He had so much talent it was unbelievable, and he was hilarious.

It feels weird, he was only 28 and apprantly he died of natural causes, but how do healthy 28 year olds just drop dead out of nowehere? The police say that they haven't found anything. I just keep on expecting someone to jump out and tell me that this is all some kind of sick joke, I guess I'm just in denial. When I heard I was literally heartbroken, and even now, just thinking about it, my eyes are stinging, my chest feels hollow and my veins feel like they're pumping around icy slush.

Jimmy, we're missing you already.
God bless your soul.
xo'

Aww anyone who watches X Factor will know what I'm on about, I love the twins sooo much. They are unbelievably hilarious and even though they can't sing, they just make me look forward to watching it every saturday night.

It's weird though cuz I don't want them to win... I just want them to reach the final so I can watch every single one of their performances hehe. And I think they're actually quite fit... that's a secret though... not anymore I guess haha.

But I want Danyl Johnson to win, he has an AMAZING voice and he is just soo cute, unlike Lloyd... he's just not that great, he's not cute or entertaining and he can't even sing :/. He really should have gone last week, instead of Rachel, she had a really good voice.

On the topic of Danyl though, I felt so awful for him when he was in the bottom two, he's the best one in the whole fucking competition, what the hell were the public thinking?! And somebody told him that he was more hated than hitler, that is just beyond rude! Poor guy, he was soo down the next performance.

Lucie should come second, she has a wonderful voice, but she's not as great s Danyl... but I dunno. =]

xo

Hello there everyone who's atually bothered to read this pile of complete rubbish =].

Okay, so I'm year ten now, which means I have started my GCSE coursework and all that shit :/.

It's normal to feel stressed when you're under pressure and that kind of stuff right? Well we've just started the year and I'm already feeling like I'm going to fail every single exam I take, I don't feel ready for anything. That can't be normal. I don't feel like I should be in year 10, it's like I'm growing too fast, losing touch with the innocent days of when I was young *sigh*.

And it's like nobody feels the way I feel, so everybody must be thinking like, Oh gosh. Nothing really seems to go right for me lately, always seem to have a problem with people for some reason :/. It' about feeling inadequate, possibly like I'm just not good enough for anything or anyone.

We're in secondary school for fuck's sake, and hormonal outbursts are to be expected but I constantly have these mood swings for absolutely no reason, and I've really been taking things to heart lately, I dunno what it is, maybe someone who read this inconsistent drivel has any idea? If you do, please take the time to type a comment and gimme some help here!

And like any other teenage girl's problems, there's this guy, and just makes me feel like a piece of crap, he doesn't really say anything but I get the vibe that he think I'm just a waste of space, and he probably could have any girl he wants but I know that I'm not what he's into, and I think it's love, cuz you can't have an obsessive crush on and off for 3 years, can you? Love's such a bitch.

Sorry for wasting your time
xo

Hello all,

I have officially returned to deviantArt... I think? It's been just less than a year since i decided to neglect it but I've decided to return due to a close friend begging me to *cough Neonheart cough*.

I dunno If I'll have any new art up soon and whatnot but I'll still be around, Just not as much as I used to be

Also a big thanks to NeonHeart for helping me through some rough times with a psycho bitch in my school recently hahaha.

Fusing-Music, I love you too

Many thanks

Nora x

Ahh yes, Germany lost, I cried but oh well Spain did well.

Just had a falling out with a close freind recently. I'm actually really confused about what to do about the whole situation.

And yes I am tagged so...

Whoever is reading this I tage you, basically if you comment I'll write 8 facts about you or summin and then you have to post this in your journal... unless you already have, then you don't have to because that's long.

EDIT
Now I get it lool, this is what I'm suppsed to do

a) Tell you why I friended you

b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.

c) Tell you something I like about you

d) Tell you a memory I have of you

e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you

f) Tell you my favorite user pic of yours

g) In return, you must post this in your journal.

You have a :
[x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step-Sister
[ ] Step-Brother
[x] Brother
[ ] Sister
[x] Nephew
[x] Niece
[x] Cell phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[ ] Swimming pool
[ ] Hot tub
[ ] Guest room
[x] TV
total so far: 8

[ ] Fullsize or bigger bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[x] Sunglasses
[ ] Watch
[x] MP3 Player/iPod that works.
[ ] PS2 that works
[x] Xbox that works
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP that works
[ ] Gameboy/ Advance
[ ] Gamecube
total so far: 11

[ ] Basketball hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table (its mini xD)
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Fooseball table
total so far: 11

[ ] Nightstand
[x] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] DVD player in bedroom
total so far: 12

[ ] Job
[x] Goes shopping at least once a week
[x] Expensive cologne/perfume
[x] AIM/MSN
[x] Camera or phone
total so far: 16


[ ] Electric or gas scooter/motorcycle/car
[x] Guitar/Drums/Bass guitar
[x] Piano/Keyboard
[x] Any other instrument
[ ] Been on a cruise
[ ] Traveled out of the province/state
[ ] Expensive jewelery
[ ] Met a celebrity (well he's a celebrity here...)
total so far: 19

[x] Straightener/curling iron
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[x] Have $100 on you right now( thats £50 right?)
[ ] Credit card or atm card or debit card or bank card (bank card)
[x] Been to Europe
[ ] Been to NYC
[ ] Been to LA
[ ] Been to Florida
[ ] Been to Las Vegas
[ ] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to South America
total so far: 21

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Jet Ski/boat
[ ] Camper
[ ] Been to 5+ states in the US
[ ] 100+ buddies on facebook/myspace
total so far: 22

[x] Home cooked meal almost every day
[ ] Been in a limo (on my prom)
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[x] own a digital camera
[ ] Own a laptop
total so far: 24

1-22 = Ghetto
23-33 = Average kid
34-44 = Spoiled
45+ = Upper Class snob

Hahaha Average xDD